bout yesterday i saw two things (on tv, 'f course) that made me kinda think 'bout the
mess that i'm in.

the first was 'bout aging indonesians, and apparently they are desperate for jobs.
they're too old for construction work and other type of jobs. they'v no cash to
support the family.

that got me thinkin'.

the 2nd was a documentary on a univ undergrad (about 50, i think). he majored in
chemical engineering and he left.probably feeling disenchanted.he's playing guitars
in subway and other places.what struck me were his words. he said'

"it's okay if you didn't make it.it's okay to not finish your course.it's okay to not have
degree or any great stuff.you still have you"

that's pretty deep stuff.