I'm so much older than I can take "I used to write from 2002-2008. Now I'm contemplating whether to start rambling again..(2020)"
Saturday, September 27
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Friday, September 26
Thursday, September 25
Monday, September 22
Hey you, see me
Pictures, crazy
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
I've got nothing
To gain, to lose
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
(Chorus)
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
(Verse 2)
Hey you, ugly
Not so pretty
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
Silent, my voice
I've got no choice
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
(Chorus)
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
(Bridge)
ANYMORE!
I don't see
ANYMORE!
I don't hear
ANYMORE!
I don't stink
ANYMORE!
I don't feel
(Solo)
(Verse 3)
Hey you, see me
Pictures, crazy
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
I've got nothing
To gain, to lose
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
(Chorus)
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
(Bridge/End)
ANYMORE!
I don't sleep
ANYMORE!
I don't eat
ANYMORE!
I don't live
ANYMORE!
I don't feel
Pictures, crazy
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
I've got nothing
To gain, to lose
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
(Chorus)
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
(Verse 2)
Hey you, ugly
Not so pretty
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
Silent, my voice
I've got no choice
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
(Chorus)
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
(Bridge)
ANYMORE!
I don't see
ANYMORE!
I don't hear
ANYMORE!
I don't stink
ANYMORE!
I don't feel
(Solo)
(Verse 3)
Hey you, see me
Pictures, crazy
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
I've got nothing
To gain, to lose
All the world I've seen before me
Passing by
(Chorus)
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
You don't care 'bout how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
(Bridge/End)
ANYMORE!
I don't sleep
ANYMORE!
I don't eat
ANYMORE!
I don't live
ANYMORE!
I don't feel
Sunday, September 21
bertukar ke perisian versi tujuh poin kosong.
melihat kehidupan dari celah tayar.
makan kuaci itu adalah suatu hobi.
bandarku yang beracun.
adakah kau memiliki dunia.
bagaimana kau mengawal kekacauan.
suatu tempat di antara kesepian dan keterlenaan.
kekacauan,kekacauan,kekacauan.
'Bahasa Melayu can be fun' campaign.
melihat kehidupan dari celah tayar.
makan kuaci itu adalah suatu hobi.
bandarku yang beracun.
adakah kau memiliki dunia.
bagaimana kau mengawal kekacauan.
suatu tempat di antara kesepian dan keterlenaan.
kekacauan,kekacauan,kekacauan.
'Bahasa Melayu can be fun' campaign.
Saturday, September 20
Thursday, September 18
Wednesday, September 17
woke up early today.gave my mum a ride to work, and got back home to sleep.
woke up at noon.
i wonder if norton antivirus 2k4 is already out on the piracy market.time to get
me a new one.
it's kind of ironic when you don't know yourself.
this time last year, i was deep in work,supervising constructions and getting engrossed
in other matters as well.now, i'm kinda in a funk,waiting for something i'm not sure i'll
get.some say that when you work, and you put your mind into it, other things get pushed
aside and eventually become petty things.that's almost entirely true.i loaf now and i find
myself obsessing over small things. i recently realised that i had become..........
what's that word......
woke up at noon.
i wonder if norton antivirus 2k4 is already out on the piracy market.time to get
me a new one.
it's kind of ironic when you don't know yourself.
this time last year, i was deep in work,supervising constructions and getting engrossed
in other matters as well.now, i'm kinda in a funk,waiting for something i'm not sure i'll
get.some say that when you work, and you put your mind into it, other things get pushed
aside and eventually become petty things.that's almost entirely true.i loaf now and i find
myself obsessing over small things. i recently realised that i had become..........
what's that word......
Sunday, September 14
it has been a very splendid weekend for me.spiffing. and i'm learning how to eat
cornflakes with milk.it's kinda weird on the ol' tongue, though.
why is it splendid,you must ask?well, for starters, it has been raining non-stop for
two days in ol' Qalha. the temperature's sorta like london, if you get what i mean.
perfect for hibernating, or other body-warming activities.i did nothing except for
eat, listen to music,play along with my guitar, watch tv/vcd,read the papers.
nothing much, except for yesterday.astro played back-to-back live performances
of my favourite bands.
metallica:they can still pull it off. in the future? i doubt it.
zwan:the album's great, but the live set was just noise,man.fell in love with Paz all
over again, though.
audioslave: me no watch.
QOTSA: rocks hard.
i don't know if today'd be better. i hope it will.
cornflakes with milk.it's kinda weird on the ol' tongue, though.
why is it splendid,you must ask?well, for starters, it has been raining non-stop for
two days in ol' Qalha. the temperature's sorta like london, if you get what i mean.
perfect for hibernating, or other body-warming activities.i did nothing except for
eat, listen to music,play along with my guitar, watch tv/vcd,read the papers.
nothing much, except for yesterday.astro played back-to-back live performances
of my favourite bands.
metallica:they can still pull it off. in the future? i doubt it.
zwan:the album's great, but the live set was just noise,man.fell in love with Paz all
over again, though.
audioslave: me no watch.
QOTSA: rocks hard.
i don't know if today'd be better. i hope it will.
Friday, September 12
yesterday i went with ijol+pon+din to chot's wedding.his car broke down.thank God
din's father was there to help.the bill didn't induce much sweat,thank God.we ate,
chatted,took a few photographs and went our way to kepala batas.made a stop to
buy some vcds.'ali g, innit','ali g bling bling','barbershop'.arrived home safely.around
10 o clock, accidentally slept, only to wake up 'kena himpit'.seram sial.baca ayat kursi and apa yang patut.it took another two hours for me to go back to sleep. shizzle ma nizzle.
woke up this morning with a massive hangover.
din's father was there to help.the bill didn't induce much sweat,thank God.we ate,
chatted,took a few photographs and went our way to kepala batas.made a stop to
buy some vcds.'ali g, innit','ali g bling bling','barbershop'.arrived home safely.around
10 o clock, accidentally slept, only to wake up 'kena himpit'.seram sial.baca ayat kursi and apa yang patut.it took another two hours for me to go back to sleep. shizzle ma nizzle.
woke up this morning with a massive hangover.
Wednesday, September 10
Thursday, September 4
Wednesday, September 3
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