first,please ignore the 'cranky' tone of this post.it's just me getting into character.

the backing track to this post is metallica's 'loverman'.

i've been gone for, well, ten days, and, a lot of things has has happened.it was quite
'adventurous'.the timing couldn't have been greater.
i arrived at pantai hillpark about a week ago, while UM was having its convocation.
the hillpark dwellers urged me to join them at the 'gerkon'.i was going 'what the hell
is gerkon?'....until later i realized that it stood for gerai konvo...oh...i forgot that UTM's
term was 'gerko'....oh well...potato,potatoe.

then came the actual graduation day.and it coincided with my interview dates.i
already missed one in the morning 'cuz i lost the address.moth**f**k. i figured
i'd see the afternoon session and congratulate joe.whew.the gazebo was packed
to the brim.same atmosphere as about a year ago in skudai.wonderful sense of joy
in the air. nevermind the hot weather.nevermind the packed walkways.nevermind
the overcrowded hall.

congratulations, joe+1.

that's when i realized i'm dead inside.after all these years.

saturday - joe's engagement ceremony.damn, that guy's moving fast!
again, congrats joe.you've got it made.

sunday - helped an with his moving to maybank training center,bangi.
that is a big step for that bloke.i hope he makes it in that great bank.
he bought pizzas for us in kajang.truly a one in a million possibility of
this shit happening.the girls there were sizzling,though.

monday - nothing much to do.decided to go to cc to update whatever's
updateable.i freaked out when there's an e-mail from petronas, stating
i'm due for an interview on tuesday,8am! at the same moment,
my interview results from last thursday came out.i got the job in langkawi.
oh shit.what to do?memang gamble gila nak gi interview.last2 ajak sarul
ushar lif kat tower 1. mana nak naik,mana nak amik pas and all that.beli
white shirt la,pinjam tie ngan black shoes la.memang terhegeh-hegeh.
apa nak buat.

i couldn't sleep that night.

tuesday - sarul telah membuat lawak antarabangsa.dia set alarm pukul
5 pagi.tak bangun lak tu.only got about 2 hours' worth of lying on my back
this morning.gelabah.got out of the apartmentat about 7am with an's
cup-chai.lrt was ok,and i got there early.let's make things short,shall we?

i totally fumbled in that interview.i couldn't even remember what i said or
what i did.it was more like a 'mind probe',actually.met with two of my
x-varsity mates who got the same interview.like me,they too,thought they
did rather disastrously a while ago.apa nak buat.last2 meet up dengan one
of our friends in petronas. he took us to the skybridge via the employee's
route.all i can say is WOW.yup.WOW.or WHOA. <-------ada feel gayat sket.

chuak gila.took a few pictures there.nice.got home and ate something,
after 7 hours of no food and no drinks.kedek nak mampus siul petronas.
after that nothing much.sleep,woke up,repair pc,baca paper and repeat.
sesi soal jawab antara gua ngan orang2 lain bermula.lapan kali jawab pasai
interview lagi terer.ha ha ha ha ha.

wednedsay - the most time i spent sleeping is on this day.one of the things
i noticed is that my wallet is lighter.hmm....

thursday - pulang ke kampung.found out we got a new cat.meow.