all moist and wet...

do you remember the time when all you had to
do was be good at learning and stuff, and
all the other shit doesn't really apply to
you?

those were good times, man.

sometimes i long for the time when simple
was the way of life, and it's the only way.

a few months back, i was in the conversation
with my grandpa and an expat, and he
reminisced about the times when kedah was a
very basic state. yes. a few anecdotes were
there. he said at that time there so few
road accidents. what's there to die for?
there's almost no cars, motors and all the
other dangerous stuff you'd find now.
everybody knows everybody, so you can't
steal stuff or any of that evil shit. and
at anytime, you could swim in the (clean)
river. he said that even though he's rich
now, he wished that he could go back to the
simpler life in kedah. could you believe it.

i'm somewhat struck by the fact that it was
not the achievements that mattered, but more
towards the every-day aspects of living.

bla bla bla.

true though.

close your eyes and see the sky is falling
close your eyes and see the sky is falling
close your eyes and see the sky is falling

it's been a shamble of a week for me. it seems
that my workload is going up versus the clarity
is getting lower.

this is goin to be a fucked up week.

well, you can't win always, huh?

1. last place i've been
~ home

2. my name is
~ mi

3. they say i
~ aloof

4. yesterday
~ was worse than today

5. last person who missed called?
~ my grandpa

6. last person you called?
~ me mum

7. last name in your received calls
~ me mum

8. how old are you?
~ 25 years young

9. what song is playing?
~ queens of the stone age's go with the flow

10. last thing i drank?
~ livita

11. last thing i bought
~ jvc ctv 21"

12. i want
~ to live on an island all by myself

13. i really hate
~ smelly faeces

14. i have a crush on
~ monica belucci

15. i like
~ violent pornography, choking chicks and sodomy.
the kind of shit you get on your tv.

HAVE YOU EVER
1. got wasted?
~ in my head. yes

2. ran away?
~ i'm in the middle of running away from myself

3. broken someone's heart ?
~ i'm a serial heart-breaker

4. had ur heart broken?
~ all the time. none of them healed

5. cried when someone died?
~ not anymore

6. broken a bone?
~ is my heart a bone?

7. cried in school?
~ always

THIS OR THAT

1. coke or pepsi?
~ co co co co co cocaine

2. sprite or 7up?
~ tea o ice

3. flowers or candies?
~ honda integra

4. quiet or loud?
~ deafening silence

5. blondes or brunettes?
~ both. with me in between. yummy.

6. tall or short?
~ tall...

7.jeans or shorts?
~ naked or nude

WHAT/WHO IS

1. ur good luck charm?
~ my penis

2. person u hate most?
~ myself

3. fave number/s?
~ zero

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE
1. color/s?
~ white

2. movie/s?
~ 9 songs

3. book?
~ al-quran

4. subject/s in school
~ math

5. holiday/s?
~ weekends

6. season?
~ mango

WHO or WHAT

1. makes u laugh d most?
~ comedy

2. makes u smile?
~ the muscle surrounding my mouth

3. has a crush on u?
~ i don't know, damn it

DO YOU EVER

1. sit by d phone waiting for a call
~ all the time

2. save messenger conversations?
~ save it and lost

3. save emails?
~ only business.

4. wish u were someone else?
~ yep. i wish i was u

L’ Via
Hija de Miranda
Tu apellido se cambió
L’ Via
Sin ojos me quieres dar
Una historia sin mi madre
Solo tengo que decirte
El dolor de noche dice
"Solo se quedó el vestido
Le lavé la sangre"

L’ Via
No dejes de descansar
En la calle caminas
¿Quién te va a perseguir?
L’ Via
Te quieren matar
Dientes de machete
Cabezas de gallo
L’ Via
Durmiendo en paz
Abre los ojos
Todo cambiará
L’ Via
Sonado de venganza
Yo te lo juro
lo van a pagar

Blackmailed,
she fell off every mountain
The ones they tightly wrapped in tape
In her eraser sang the guilty
As it behead the best mistakes
And with everybody that I find
And with every claymore that they mine
I won’t forget who I’m looking for
Oh mother, help me I’m looking for

L ‘ Via
Hija de Miranda
Tu apellido se cambió
L’ Via
Sin ojos me quieres dar
Una historia sin mi madre
Solo tengo que desirte
El dolor de noche dice
"Solo se quedó el vestido
Le lavé la sangre"

Blackmailed,
she fell off every mountain
The ones they tightly wrapped in tape
In her eraser sang the guilty
As it behead the best mistakes
And with everybody that I find
And with every claymore that they mine
I won’t forget who I’m looking for
Oh mother, help me I’m looking for

Solo tengo una hora
y me duermo terminado
por veinticinco años pasaron
siguen los cuerpos aqui temblando
tomé la sangre
comí del cuerpo
mis lágrimas
quebró el espejo

When all the worms come crawling out your head
Telling you: "don’t you be afraid"
When all the worms come crawling out your head
Telling you: "Don’t you be afraid"

Blackmailed,
she fell off every mountain
The ones they tightly wrapped in tape
In her eraser sang the guilty
As it behead the best mistakes
Shark kites got tangled in the moleskin
Urgent plea of escape
A mouth to mouth on the chalkboard
Written in fingernail distaste 
And with everybody that I find
And with every claymore that they mine
I won’t forget who I’m looking for
Oh mother, help me I’m looking for

Blackmailed,
she fell off every mountain
The ones they tightly wrapped in tape
In her eraser sang the guilty
As it behead the best mistakes
And with everybody that I find
And with every claymore that they mine
I won’t forget who I’m looking for
Oh mother, help me I’m looking for