fuck it.
transit kat dubai sampai 20 jam.
apo eden nak buek?
poie naif road pun tak sampai 2 jam haa.
Tuesday, February 6
It has been what ? one months since my 27th.
I've been trying (and failing) to reply to your
posts on the left. Apparently, Blogger is not
welcomed here.
But I requested a friend to 'Printscreen' all your
posts, and today, I got to read them. Not all
of them. I'll get to it when I arrive in Dubai.
InshaAllah.
On 1st January 2007, I smoked a ciggie. Just
for the hell of it. It's not something that I want
to pursuit in the future.
All things aside, I appreciate your wishings and
advice, and recommendations.
To flyonthewall, pon, pON, beca-, rok, thanks
a bunch.
I don't know if I should be addressing you guys
by your different nicks. Maybe I'm having
multiple personalities.
pON, selamat hari lahir. grow up.
:)
I've been trying (and failing) to reply to your
posts on the left. Apparently, Blogger is not
welcomed here.
But I requested a friend to 'Printscreen' all your
posts, and today, I got to read them. Not all
of them. I'll get to it when I arrive in Dubai.
InshaAllah.
On 1st January 2007, I smoked a ciggie. Just
for the hell of it. It's not something that I want
to pursuit in the future.
All things aside, I appreciate your wishings and
advice, and recommendations.
To flyonthewall, pon, pON, beca-, rok, thanks
a bunch.
I don't know if I should be addressing you guys
by your different nicks. Maybe I'm having
multiple personalities.
pON, selamat hari lahir. grow up.
:)
Saturday, February 3
I've seen two movies that are quite good
and quite frankly, so's the soundtrack.
they're 'alfie' and 'lake house'
you have rolling stone's mick jagger singing
'old habits die hard' in 'alfie'
and you have carole king singing 'it's too
late' in 'lake house'
i heard it once when it came to the scene
where sandra is sitting alone at the bar,
and the chorus is catchy.
i dloaded the track and found out that the
lyrics were quite depressing.
my kinda stuff.
ARTIST: Carole King
TITLE: It's Too Late
Lyrics and Chords
Stayed in bed all morning just to pass the time
There's something wrong here there can be no denying
One of us is changing or maybe we've just stopped trying
/ Am7 - D6 - / / Am7 - Gm7 - Fmaj7 - - - /
{Refrain}
And it's too late, baby, now it's too late
Though we really did try to make it
Something inside has died and I can't hide and I just can't fake it
/ Bbmaj7 - Fmaj7 - / / Bbmaj7 - Fmaj7 - Dm7 - E7sus4 E7 /
It used to be so easy living here with you
You were light and breezy and I knew just what to do
Now you look so unhappy and I feel like a fool
{Refrain}
There'll be good times again for me and you
But we just can't stay together don't you feel it too
Still I'm glad for what we had, and how I once loved you
{Refrain}
Saturday, January 27
it has been approximately a month since i left malaysia. it felt like it's been ages.
when you're here in ethiopia, time literally stood still. if you'd see in the rear view
mirror, you'd notice it's waiting for its ride home by the roadside.
it gets even better at the border e.g. gambela. you're 200km away from the nearest
town. you're surrounded by nomads with ak-47s. you have cheetahs, gazelles,
wildboars.
all except the kitchen sink.
i love it.
yes i do.
it's surreal to think that you'd be sitting in a 4WD looking at the wildlife just 10 metres away
from. some of them even had the nerves to stop by and look at us!
they might be thinking, " what the fuck is that yellow animal in that steel cage?"
yes. i saw deers, antelopes, gazelles. i ate the meat. i'm not proud of it, but that's the truth.
it's kind of hard to get beef around here. or mutton.
the soldiers escorting us like to shoot for their dinner, so i figured...let's make it halal.
and we did. not me, of course. some muslim soldiers.
the first taste, you'd be like, "oh man, i gotta remember this taste! it's great!"
after the 5th time, you'd be, " **yawnn**.... what else's new?"
and we caught some fish. it was great. we'd go to the river, and came back with 30-40 fish.
these fish would easily fetch rm3k-4k in malaysia.
each.
we ate them whole. daily. the locals don't like them so much. they prefer catfish. and the local
variety here's definitely bigger than your average cat...or fish.
whoa.
what else? oh yeah. i also bought a house here. actually i just squatted there. the owner's moving
to a place near the river, so it's vacant. pretty neat. no bedroom, no bathroom. just a roof and a
round wall. made of straw and mud.
it's pretty neat......NOT !
the locals. ahh, what can i say about the locals. they are the purest (not poorest) i've ever encountered.
they don't have mean bones in their bodies.
they lead a pretty simple life. with simple needs. which is the exact opposite of me.
but currently, the situation near this camp's borderline between safe and chaos. you know how it is in
politics. yep, even in gambela, lovely gambela.
what about girls? hmm...innocent. and lovely.
i need to sleep. it's 10pm local time and the camp's had a power outage. i gotta save the power
on this 'top.
8.13a.m.
goood morning, or as they say it here in Habshah, salaam adderk. there's still no water here, so i have
to depend on bottled mineral water to cook and wash. it's good that they stock so many.
actually, my work scope here's pretty much over. i'm still waiting because i still need to see the airstrip
done to my specifications.
i'm quite obsessive when it comes to what i want. which explains why i am what i am now. and this
airstrip's quite unique, see. i don't get much chance for construction of unique shit like this, so i better
be here until it's complete.
i just noticed that the feel of this post has changed. maybe it's because i'm listening to music on the
samsung 'p3. <====ada ka orang buat camni? mp3 simplify jadi 'p3 ? keh keh keh.
in two or three days, a Cessna will have a trial landing here. i hope i can get on that plane and take an
aerial shot of this camp. it'd be the photo of my life. i hope my t5 will not fail me.
basically that's it. the highlight of my life will be a visual airstrip.
a rectangular piece of earth in Gambela, Ethiopia.
2pm.
i just discovered a new thing in irfanview. you know, the pic browser cum editor. if you swap the colours
rgb to another sequence, say gbr, you will get cool pics.
in fifteen minutes, i will be bored with this shit.
2.05pm
fuck it. back to picasa.
4.07pm
dammit. another blackout.
9.30pm
i'm supposed to be in a meeting now. i skipped. i'm kind of sad to leave this place. in 3 days, i'll
be taking a fokker50 to addis. i'm quite comfy here and it's a drag to be in addis. (drag means
that a lot of cash will be spent......)
right now, on my samsung's a song by radja. i think it's 'takkan meninggalkanmu'. it's quite a decent
song. and by decent, i mean it just makes the grade. i don't care much for indopop. you can find a gem
every now and then, but mostly it's just filler.
that band, radja. the song 'jujur' is quite...how do i put it.....a tsunami just engulfs you.
a tsunami of feelings. i'm the most pathetic poet i've ever known, but this song is so basic.
it cuts to the core of a relationship gone south.
i don't know if jujur has the same meaning in both indo and malay. does it?
next on the list is....do not throw up, readers......scorpions. they wrote great songs, but it's all
in the past.
believe in love.......decent song.
i guess i'm full shit when i'm talking about great songs about all that's wrong with love, when i'm
hopelessly hopeless when it comes to the subject matter.
one of the songs that came across as strange on my list is 'angie' by the rolling stones. i don't
even like them, but some of the songs by them are..phew....when you first heard it, you'd know
it's them. 'sympathy for the devil','wild horses', and one song from the 'alfie' soundtrack..i don't
know for sure if it's the stones or from mick jagger's solo album.
another type of stone is....queens of the stone age....do you know when a stunning woman comes
up and somebody says, 'eye candy'.
well, this one's 'ear candy'. avon, mexicola, autopilot, better living through chemistry, in the fade,
leg of lamb, i never came, the sky is falling, mosquito song, six-shooter.
but lately i've put 'this lullaby' on repeat.
by the way, i tried to load some pics but i failed. miserably.
when you're here in ethiopia, time literally stood still. if you'd see in the rear view
mirror, you'd notice it's waiting for its ride home by the roadside.
it gets even better at the border e.g. gambela. you're 200km away from the nearest
town. you're surrounded by nomads with ak-47s. you have cheetahs, gazelles,
wildboars.
all except the kitchen sink.
i love it.
yes i do.
it's surreal to think that you'd be sitting in a 4WD looking at the wildlife just 10 metres away
from. some of them even had the nerves to stop by and look at us!
they might be thinking, " what the fuck is that yellow animal in that steel cage?"
yes. i saw deers, antelopes, gazelles. i ate the meat. i'm not proud of it, but that's the truth.
it's kind of hard to get beef around here. or mutton.
the soldiers escorting us like to shoot for their dinner, so i figured...let's make it halal.
and we did. not me, of course. some muslim soldiers.
the first taste, you'd be like, "oh man, i gotta remember this taste! it's great!"
after the 5th time, you'd be, " **yawnn**.... what else's new?"
and we caught some fish. it was great. we'd go to the river, and came back with 30-40 fish.
these fish would easily fetch rm3k-4k in malaysia.
each.
we ate them whole. daily. the locals don't like them so much. they prefer catfish. and the local
variety here's definitely bigger than your average cat...or fish.
whoa.
what else? oh yeah. i also bought a house here. actually i just squatted there. the owner's moving
to a place near the river, so it's vacant. pretty neat. no bedroom, no bathroom. just a roof and a
round wall. made of straw and mud.
it's pretty neat......NOT !
the locals. ahh, what can i say about the locals. they are the purest (not poorest) i've ever encountered.
they don't have mean bones in their bodies.
they lead a pretty simple life. with simple needs. which is the exact opposite of me.
but currently, the situation near this camp's borderline between safe and chaos. you know how it is in
politics. yep, even in gambela, lovely gambela.
what about girls? hmm...innocent. and lovely.
i need to sleep. it's 10pm local time and the camp's had a power outage. i gotta save the power
on this 'top.
8.13a.m.
goood morning, or as they say it here in Habshah, salaam adderk. there's still no water here, so i have
to depend on bottled mineral water to cook and wash. it's good that they stock so many.
actually, my work scope here's pretty much over. i'm still waiting because i still need to see the airstrip
done to my specifications.
i'm quite obsessive when it comes to what i want. which explains why i am what i am now. and this
airstrip's quite unique, see. i don't get much chance for construction of unique shit like this, so i better
be here until it's complete.
i just noticed that the feel of this post has changed. maybe it's because i'm listening to music on the
samsung 'p3. <====ada ka orang buat camni? mp3 simplify jadi 'p3 ? keh keh keh.
in two or three days, a Cessna will have a trial landing here. i hope i can get on that plane and take an
aerial shot of this camp. it'd be the photo of my life. i hope my t5 will not fail me.
basically that's it. the highlight of my life will be a visual airstrip.
a rectangular piece of earth in Gambela, Ethiopia.
2pm.
i just discovered a new thing in irfanview. you know, the pic browser cum editor. if you swap the colours
rgb to another sequence, say gbr, you will get cool pics.
in fifteen minutes, i will be bored with this shit.
2.05pm
fuck it. back to picasa.
4.07pm
dammit. another blackout.
9.30pm
i'm supposed to be in a meeting now. i skipped. i'm kind of sad to leave this place. in 3 days, i'll
be taking a fokker50 to addis. i'm quite comfy here and it's a drag to be in addis. (drag means
that a lot of cash will be spent......)
right now, on my samsung's a song by radja. i think it's 'takkan meninggalkanmu'. it's quite a decent
song. and by decent, i mean it just makes the grade. i don't care much for indopop. you can find a gem
every now and then, but mostly it's just filler.
that band, radja. the song 'jujur' is quite...how do i put it.....a tsunami just engulfs you.
a tsunami of feelings. i'm the most pathetic poet i've ever known, but this song is so basic.
it cuts to the core of a relationship gone south.
i don't know if jujur has the same meaning in both indo and malay. does it?
next on the list is....do not throw up, readers......scorpions. they wrote great songs, but it's all
in the past.
believe in love.......decent song.
i guess i'm full shit when i'm talking about great songs about all that's wrong with love, when i'm
hopelessly hopeless when it comes to the subject matter.
one of the songs that came across as strange on my list is 'angie' by the rolling stones. i don't
even like them, but some of the songs by them are..phew....when you first heard it, you'd know
it's them. 'sympathy for the devil','wild horses', and one song from the 'alfie' soundtrack..i don't
know for sure if it's the stones or from mick jagger's solo album.
another type of stone is....queens of the stone age....do you know when a stunning woman comes
up and somebody says, 'eye candy'.
well, this one's 'ear candy'. avon, mexicola, autopilot, better living through chemistry, in the fade,
leg of lamb, i never came, the sky is falling, mosquito song, six-shooter.
but lately i've put 'this lullaby' on repeat.
by the way, i tried to load some pics but i failed. miserably.
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