today,in skudai, johor, a large number of my friends are accepting their scrolls at UTM's
convocation.some of them i knew,some i knew well,most of them i regard as brothers/elders.
in particular, they're my housemates/brothers-in-perantauan/etc.in the beginning,i didn't expect
14 persons possessing extreme personalities to live together in a cramped house.but we did it.
for three whole years.

wow.


when i looked back at those years,i laughed.hard.we went through stupid times,bitter,dark,
depressing,often volatile.it was a miracle that we managed to stay fairly decent for that long!
man, even the toilet gave out in the first year!ha ha ha...we literally had to queue up
to take a dump..it was not pleasant to wait to crap...what else?there's the drug period,and then
the 'totally broke' period....who could forget the stolen motorcycles! dengue..yeah,and when the
thieves broke in..everyone were left penniless..and couldn't bear to borrow.*grin*...


now...now you're all engineers,earning 2k++ a month...no worries now, man...just remember
2js4..all the times we had...we are mates..and always will be....i'm kicking myself for missing
you guys' graduation....congrats,fellows..


with all my heart...congratulations.

listen up, people! i need a few words of wisdom here....i don't know if it's the medication, or lack of sleep scrambled my brains..
i'm having second thoughts about the future here..
..should i keep working/further studies/loaf for a while/etc?

1 - stop working and pursue a masters' degree?
2 - keep on working and lead a dull life?
3 - stop working and take a while to figure out things (my shit)?
4 - (this is where you guys come in. insert your suggestions here)?

yeah...and by the way...salam ma'al hijrah...what's your hijrah?

norah jones

don't know why
come away with me
painter song
i've got to see you again.................

great/awesome/ear candy/heart-wrenching/mesmeri(s/z)ing (take your pick)

selamat tahun baru kambing....make some goat noise!

during any moment in our lives,
did we stop? just for a teeny tiny fraction of a time
and try to figure out what we're doing
justify our actions....inject some sense into our dos and don'ts
regret what happened?regret what didn't?

sometimes i do, and it enlightened me on a few occasions
but most of the times, i just end up feeling like shit.