i just came back from mandarin oriental hotel. i broke my fast there (can i use english
that way?).
it's one of the perks of working here.nah, i'm kidding. but it was free, though.
it's been 6 weeks since i left qalha and stayed here, the 'kay to the ell'.man, that
was so lame!....jokes aside, it's not that bad. but this week, i've pretty much
accomplished nothing (like always), cuz i'm feeling kind of lethargic and kind of
jaded. it's strange to realize that i was once so eager to work in kl (kind of
ironic, really) and once i got here, i can't wait to get out of here and go back to
qalha. but i can't go back.seriously.
don't get me wrong. i like some parts of kl, like the rushing atmosphere, going
to work, the so-called 'modern-ness' of the capital. what i don't like is the
higher cost of living, the quantity of people (too much, really, but i think it's
majorly due to the fact that i'm an anti-social person), the 'pretentiousness'
(i don't even want to elaborate, i just want to use that word, honestly), and
i can't think of anything else.well, maybe not right now.
i see people living in apartment.rumah takdak tanah. do i want to have that
kind of house? i don't know.i'd like my house to have a front yard, but i think
it's not going to be in kl. i don't even see where i'd be in the next few years
or so. all i know is that i'd most probably stay at the current company for
a longer period. most probably lah.
while i'm eating at the hotel, a friend asked me,'hang bila nak kawin?dah
simpan duit?dah ada calon blom?'....peh, triple threat punya soalan.
it's been a while since i've heard that. and it got me thinking (a bit rusty,
if you don't mind) about some priorities. that particular point had become
the last item (if not 2nd last) on my to-do list. it used to be at the top,
though. it may be the fact that i'm kind of unlucky with the opposite sex,
(or lack of skills in establishing a rapport with 'em), or that it's simply i'm
too insensitive, or something to that effect.
whatever, man.
so, the new 'new thing' in my stereo right now is the streets' 'a grand don't
come for free'.it's brilliant. i should've typed 'brilliant' a thousand times, but
i'm not that agile.
ok.

i've found this interesting site with all the name generators,
for all type of things you can imagine. i tried the 'kawaii name
generator','real japanese name generator',and
'your penis' nickname'....

it was quite hilarious.

hari ni first time p lrt jalan kaki.....kereta hantar woksyop.
not bad actually.you get to exercise economy, and at the
same time, meeting the minimum requirements for a
healthy life.

la la la wak.

as i climb onto your back
i will promise not to sting
i will tell you what you wanna hear
and not mean anything

i will treat you like a dog
as i shoot my venom in
you pretend you didn't know
that i am a scorpion

......the scorpion, The System Has Failed, Megadeth 2005