new year 2003....yeah yeah,what else is new?wish i had something (interesting/boring) to
write/type about...nope...wait...when was the last time you actually used a pen/pencil/paper?you
know,that thing called 'writing' ?i still use them,although the frequency has dwindled rapidly...
not to say writing's fast becoming obsolete..it's still relevant.

i express things better in writings.yup.

ran out of things to type....here's a part of the lyrics to 'pea', a song from RHCP's 1996 album,
'One Hot Minute'...the album featured Dave Navarro as the lead guitarist...very cool album..
when it came out, critics said that the album was too mellow...this was the time when i really
got into RHCP, and i said to myself

"bodoh depa ni.ini dah cukup gempak apa "

when Navarro split (i read about it in KERRANG!) i thought that was it for RHCP..then frusciante
rejoined and 'Californication' came out.....i was totally blown away! just damn magnificient!
this guy was like the second Hendrix!

'One Hot Minute' came out as one of my favourite albums because the bass really stood out.
Flea was in your face...and the basslines....that man got crazy fingers, i told you!...and he sang
on 'pea'...here's the lyrics....

'pea'

i'm a little pea
i love the sky and a tree
i'm a teeny tiny little man
checking out this and that
and i have nothing
i have nothing to hide
and i'm a pacifist.......(from here onwards the lyrics got really vulgar, so i'd better not continue)

happy new year 2003.

i've got one of those got-back-from-work-late,bored-out-of-my-skull,don't-know-what-to-do,
got-some-cash-from-the-ATM,went-and-bought-myself-adidas-shorts-and-levi's-crewneck-
t-shirt-regular-fit-100%-cotton blues.......................

sunday.24 hours of no work..............well, maybe not exactly 24 hours, since i'm only working 8
hours per day.......well,not exactly 8 hours per day, since.....you know lah!

hari ni pergi kenduri lagi.my uncle's off to mecca to perform the haj.dia buat makan2 skit.biasa
la tu.pergi.salam.makan.salam.blah la,apa lagi. wore a nike t-shirt that wrote "blah blah blah"
up front....andas a result, everyone said

"oi...bila nak belah?"
"tunggu apa lagi....belah la"
"belah"

after a while...it got really annoying...nak bukak baju...badan ' =' vin disel.....ha ha ha...tahan
saja laa.jumpa balik dengan adik beradik,pakcikmakcik,tokwan and all the other primates....
macam biasa,soalan

"bulan berapa nak pi merisik?"

muncul tanpa mengenal mangsa dan masa....aku heran betui la,pasai apa semua cousin aku ni
pulun gila nak kahwin ni?dah abih tak boleh tahan ka..agak agak la..baru 23 24 pun...tengah
dok prime lagi beb.......again.....ada duit semua jalan...have money,all can.

it's already 10pm...semua rancangan menarik kat tv dah abih..except for CSI...brilliant,brilliant
series!!!susah la nak cari drama yang betui2 sedap macam CSI...Gilmore Girls dah stale dah...
ER..ok la..kena cubatengok CSI in Miami plak la...rating lagi tinggi dari CSI....
kena pasang ASTRO nih!

it's back to work tomorrow....as usual, except this year's new year celebration will have a (way)
bigger budget.me celebrate?......ya right.....

8.30 a.m.

wa,hari ni bangun awal.best2.

tak banyak kerja sangat kalau nak dekat hujung bulan ni...jap lagi ada valuation
for monthly payment and seperti biasa, aku kena ada jugak dalam meeting
(walaupun quantity surveyor ngan executive director dah ada di samping people
from PMC)...ada benda buat tak betui kut.

setakat ni progress ok la.physical progress ada advanced.financial pun ok.
tapi raya tak dapat bonus......hampeh...kena tunggu Gong Xi Fa Chai jugak la.
tapi berbaloi beb.dia punya angpau...fehh....memberatkan wallet.

dah nak dekat 6 bulan dah aku kerja dengan BJM Construction Sdn. Bhd. plan
asal aku nak berhenti bulan 4 ni...nak holiday le konon...pas tu cari kerja baru...
la ni dah jadi semacam plak...rasa takut nak berhenti, mana tau tak dapat kerja
lain...ka nak gi study kat UK?betulla orang cakap...stability dulls creativity...

kejap lagi la pergi kerja.riper motor dulu.tayar depan pancit...bila nak ambik cuti ni..

1.00 p.m.

tayar belakang pancit plak dah!!...macam macam jadi la...nak jual motor, buruk sangat..

kerja half day la aku hari ni...nak pi kenduri latip ngan anak indu....rugi gila la bila
QS ajak makan tadi, aku terpaksa tolak....dia nak belanja tu!

" gua ada 2 kenduri maa!! "
.....rugi rugi..aku pau dia cukup2 la nanti.tengok macam dia kaya....
.....nanti hang, Choon Meei!

mana baju melayu ni....

11.00 p.m

let's see...what have we eaten today?...nasi kenduri,laksa siam,rojak buah,hot dog,
nasi ayam kunyit,snickers...lebih kurang semua benda kecuali anjing ngan babi.

lama gila tak lepak ngan latip ngan anak indu.macam2la yang dibualkan, tapi
kena cut short sebab dia nak kemas rumah....subtle way nak suruh aku balik le tu.
hahaha.

sampai bila agaknya good life macam ni akan berterusan?harap2 sampai tua la.
boring tu kalau dah tua, lepak rumah saja..tarapappa..melengung macam bini
balik kampung..walhal bini pacak depan mata..mintak simpang....

kepada sapa2 yang tengah baca blog aku sekarang...tolong tunjuk camna nak masukkan
chatterbox ngan links di dalam archive punya box...onegaishimasu!

bila tiba cuti saja,mesti semua makcik2 aku tanya soalan yang tak pernah diubah langsung format:

"girlfriend apa khabar?"
"tak pi rumah buah hati ka?"
"kerja dah ok dah, kahwin bila ni?"
"mama hang nak timang cucu tu...apa lagi?"
"tu,anak paksu cok tu sama umur dengan hang..ok apa?"

aku rasa nak lempang ja sorang2.lepas tu mintak maaf la.ok la tu.pakcik2 sikit punya orait apa:

"dah kerja aa?baguih baguih..kerja bagi steady dulu,kawin nanti la.."
"jgn ingat pompuan saja,jaga mak hang dulu"
"la ni apa2 pun duit kena ada..takdak ka..orang juai gajah sekupang pun hg tak bulih beli"

the truth is, aku x pernah pikir pasai relationships pun.sometimes,bila tengok couples tu,ada la
jugak rasa seronok, tapi takat tu saja la.abih tu abih la.zilch.
relationships, to me, are very complicated.nak kata susah..x susah kut..tak tau la nak kata
macammana.kerja lagi senang,walau macammana serabut pun..serabut tu professional..kalu
serabut personal...pehh..awek lagi la......kura2 dalam perahu la kan.
baru2 nih...time raya..aku jumpak cousin aku..memang kamceng a dgn dia..tengah sembang2
dengan dia,tiba2 dia kata

"aku dah ada awek a"

terkejut beruk aku!mak aih,dulu sket punya blues ka dia ni.skrg dah masuk fasa couple la
pulak..well, tahniah kepada dia...dan tahniah jugak kepada aku kerana mengucapkan tahniah
kepada dia...dan jugak kepada member2 aku yang mana ada awek/balak...good choice..
maybe i'll search for mine a little later.

maybe that should be my new year resolution....don't get me started on that!